GREED (2/7)

Continued from: WRATH (1/7)

The desire when ends, ends you in and out and when it grows beyond the proximity of imagination, it demands for a transformation; a transformation from being good to being bad.

I had tried to acquire the greed to be successful than everyone around, to own more than anyone can ever; but it has never stretched in me for more than a day. The reason why I kill it before it can kill me, is the soul which I want to prevent. My soul is not acquired, it is my gift and it will be the last thing which will transmute. 

ONE FINE DAY, I HAD THIS CONVERSATION WITH THE GREED:

Greed: See all want to be happy and merry, but you should be happier than them.

Av: There will be still a lot who will be happier than me, where will all this end?

Greed: Come on! Boy, life is all about competition and stepping over each other.

Av: If I belong to the race, I will also be stepped over some day.

Greed: How about being the best, the chosen one among all?

Av: The chosen one was he who taught to stand together with all.

Greed: Don’t you want to prove something to this world?

Av: Will the world be happy if I prove something to it, or will it be greedy to prove things more than me?

Greed: So, you want to remain reckless through life; staying away from the competition makes a horse go wild.

Av: A wild horse rather than a tamed one, a wish that I wish for rather than a replicated one, and a soul as free as it was once, better way to live rather than the greedy one.

And he disappeared, with a smile on his face and eyes full of tears.

I knew that this is what he wants; he wants me to stay away from him.

WRATH ( 1/7)

"The day I break my silence and wipe the smiles off my face, world will become unbearable for most of you around me as then you will see me closer to first of my sins: WRATH"

And when I shout this (today inside), I mean every inch of my statement and will wait for the day, you all force me to become a volcano with a massive vent.

I never asked for a mockery as I never mocked anyone,
I never asked for a favor as I don't believe in one,
I never asked for an advice as I forbid myself from advising anyone.

Am I cruel?
No! The people are.
They consider themselves capable of something which can be achieved or probably already achieved by everyone, half their potential.

Would like to name a few who continuously piss me off and who want me to react, but that won't help. Let them realize this themselves.

This is an advice; Do not confuse my smile and silence with my inefficiency to understand things because when I speak, I know things won't remain so fascinating.

ADIOS!!!