REALIZATION 1

One thing I have realized is that failure and perseverance provides a virtue… The virtue of being gentle, god fearing and kind!!!

Several failures and the dream breaks makes you realize that you are not the only one…. You are nothing….. There is someone else moving you…..

 

WHENEVER YOU FAIL… THERE COMES YOUR JOURNEY TOWARDS VIRTUE!!!!

A v/s B...PART 1

A ~~~~>>>> FEMALE

B ~~~~>>>> MALE

B CALLS A 4 TIMES WHILE A IS ON ROAMING..... 

SHE DOESN'T RECEIVE THE CALLS!!!......

TO BE CONTND...... 

A SECRET CONVERSATION!!!

R:   " I am in love with her!!!"

F:   " Okay, but I think she has got a boyfriend!!!"

R:  " So what???"

F:  " What do you mean by so what? She has got a boyfriend. Isn't that 

         enough for you to stop loving her!!! "

 

R:  " Even I have a girlfriend. Is that stopping me to love her!!!"

Wasn’t that enough for F to stop giving advises to R!!!!!

GULZAR AT HIS BEST!!!..:)

Gulzar ji has this habit of doing something which is not at all easy to understand… Have a view of the lyrics of the song.. “AAJA MAIN” from “ “ “ YUVRAAJ”

 

“Aaja main hawaon pe bitha ke le chaloon,

Tu heen to meri dost hai,

Aaja main khadaon mein utha ke le chaloon,

Tu heen to meri dost hai,

 Aawaz ka dariya hoon,

Behta hoon main neeli raaton mein,

Main jaagta rehta hoon,

Neend bhari jheel si aankhon mein,

Aawaz hoon main……”

 

 I first thought it would be better if I write the above lines in simple fonts… but then what to do… GULZAR’S lyrics can’t be simple… whether u listen or you READ…J;)

 

WITH DUE RESPECT TO THE MAESTRO OF WORDS!!!

GULZAR JI WE ALL LOVE YOU!!!...:)

faKIR RASPUTIN....21.6.....I WAS SAFE...

 

I was behaving absurdly. Why? Don’t ask me. I won’t answer!!!

There was a curse which didn’t allow me to sleep. I woke up the whole night. Played guitar, sang something and got myself dissolved amongst the four walls.

Was there light anywhere?

I tried to find out. Moved at night searching for the sun in the dark clouds.

Drove through the night.

 

What should I do?

Where should I go?

To find peace,

Some sleep at least?

 

Whom should I speak to?

Who will understand me?

Who is going to help me out?

Is it you? Is it you?

My eyes asked everyone the same question.

 

I shouted …

Cried for peace….

 

The moment as I remember,

Was something unnatural,

I fell on my knees,

Looked towards him,

He was not moving,

Had no emotions,

He was still,

 

 

Still in the frame,

But he was talking…

He did talk to me,

He whispered something…..

 

 

He didn’t want me to cry,

To plead,

To ask for help,

He wanted faith,

Faith on him….

 

 

I fell down…

When I woke up….

It was like rising…

Rise from everything….

Rise to meet him…..

 

 

He still was still,

Waiting for me……..

 

I cried again…

This time cause I could see him,
see my savior…

 

He held me… I was safe…

 

 

SWEETEST EVER SONG!!!

I heard this song today,

“yun to main sabse nyaara hoon,

 tera ma main dulara hoon,

 duniya mein jeene se zyaada uljhan hai ma,

 tu hai amar ka jahan,

 tu gussa karti hai bara achha lagta hai,

 tu kaan pakarti hai bari zor se lagta hai….

 

Haanthon ki lakerin badal jayengi,

Gum ki ye zanjeerein pighal jayengi,

Ho khuda pe bhi asar,

Tu duaon ka hai ghar,

Meri ma… meri ma…. Pyaari ma,,,, mummaaaa!!...:)”

 

Sweetest ever, song!!!....:)

 

(From movie: DASVIDANIYA)

 

DID IT HAPPEN EVER???

It did happen in this way once,

The door was left open,

There was light inside the house,

Many entered and many left,

The door still remained open,

The light never faded,

The bells remained absent,

The house was build of happiness,

It did happen in this way once!!!

 

A DEADLY CONVERSATION!!!!....

One day, a cig lying in a pack asked his fellow mate….

 

 

 Cig 1:     How long will we stay here?

 

 Cig 2:     Till we are burnt.

 

 

 

Cig 1:     What is our work till then?

 

Cig 2:     Smell others which are being burnt!!

 

 

 

Cig 1:     You want to say, we have nothing else to do

                except being burnt or smell others                      

                getting burnt??

 

Cig 2:    I never said this! Our work starts after we

               get burnt. We burn the lungs… cause the          

               pains and death…..u know death… the thing       

              man is scared of…. We cause it…. So we are   

              the winners over God’s best creation!!!!...  

 

 

THEY BOTH LOOK TOWARDS EACH OTHER AND THERE ARE SMILES EVERYWHERE!!!!....

HAPPY DIWALI TO ALL!!!..:)

Music really makes my day and it is probably the only thing that I can have always around me!!!

It is Diwali and I was unable to realize its importance till I listened to the song “Happy Diwali” from the movie “Home Delivery”…

Now this is the mood I wanted on Diwali!!!...:)

Festive and Sacred!!!!

 

A very Musical Diwali… (Crackers don’t spread music; they rather are noise creators… so stay away from them!!!...:)…)

 

 

DIYAS AND CANDLES EVERYWHERE!!!!

 

STAY CONNECTED WITH SWYAMBHU AND MAY HE STAY CONNECTED WITH YOU ALL!!!

 

 

AMIT MOHAN!!!...:)

 

RU-BA-RU

A guy doesn’t realize his love for the girl till he dreams of her death!!

The day seems to be moving in the same ways as his dream carried!!!

He gets scared…

Tries to make the day special for the girl as far as possible….

And finally intercepts the girl’s death wagon… end…. The story ends here!!!!

(STORY IDEA ADOPTED FROM THE MOVIE ~~~~>>> RU BA RU)

Q & A

THE MOST RANDOM POST.... I HAD JUST PUT TO MYSELF SOME QUESTIONS(randomly) AND GAVE THEIR ANSWERS!!!

GO THROUGH!!! QUESTIONS ARE BEING PUT BY ME AND ANSWERS BY RASPUTIN(R) AND FAKIR(F)

ME:   What will a person do if the time stops respecting its boundaries??

R & F:   Probably he will start respecting his boundaries!!!!

ME:   What will happen if the Earth stops and the Sun start revolving around it?

R & F:   Earth will be called Sun and Sun the Earth… the only difference that we will be called inhabitants of Sun and not earth…. One more thing can happen… humans will start respecting their natural satellites more than they do it now!!!

ME:  Why the television is called “idiot box”?

R & F:   Cause some idiots are too unruly to respect one of the best inventions of human kind!!!

ME:  It is said that even humans belong to the animal league! Why?

R & F:  Who says that? Probably someone who is not proud of being human!!

ME:  Why was our planet divided into continents, countries, states, districts, cities… and so on and so forth??

R & F:    This was stuff carried out by some so called discoverers like Columbus, Vasco De Gamma etc. Even now I can’t get answer to the simple query of mine that were they so blind that they couldn’t see the whole planet as single!!!

Our great politicians and bureaucrats are following the same path as the sailors and the discoverers did… they are busy eyeing different corners of the Earth… You know what I really think; “divide and rule” wasn’t the English philosophy. It was there since the beginning!!

ME:  Are you satisfied with the present scenario of our country?

R & F:  What country? I just said, I consider Earth as a whole! If you speak about Earth, probably I would cross question you like, “are you at all satisfied by the present scenario of our planet as a whole?”

You just can’t change a single side of the glass sphere, if one side is dark, all the sides remain so!!!... Sphere doesn’t have any edges or sides or corners… Our great discoverers found out that earth is not flat… its spherical but when it came to their interests, they treated earth as the most flat thing available and thus we can see the divisions!!

 

i just hope that everyone who reads it likes it... more than like... gives a thought to it... i am ready to all the criticism and so are my "R" & "F" who though different consider themselves to be one as they know they reside in the same place...thats ME!!!...:)

SWYAMBHU ki kripa sabpe bani rahe!!!...:)

FAKIR RASPUTIN....20.5

I started the day... its 8:48.... 12 minutes hence and there will be no electricity for next two hours!!..:(

The power failure makes me miserable..... :(

The feelings are same.... whether Rasputin or Fakir....... Rasputin needs entertainment and Fakir needs music..... both of which can't be fulfilled without electricity!!!!

The whole building in which i reside is vacant... everyone has gone for diwali to their places and Amit along with Rasputin and Fakir is alone.... so lots of thoughts to be penned down in these few days of lovely solitude!!!...:) 

A very ENLIGHTENING DIWALI to every one!!!!!....

SWYAMBHU ki pripa sabpe rahe!!!!...:)

BREAKING NEWS..................

I HAD "KAJOO" BARFI......

MY TASTE BUDS ARE SO VERY SATISFIED!!!

LONG LIVE "HALWAIS"......:d

I LOVE THEM ALL....................................................................

(i realized once again... sweets are very costly nowadays.. ... chocolate lovers are seriously blessed... i haven't seen price of small five star rising above five rupees.... wonder how they maintain the balance with the rise in price.... then i myself answer to query after enjoying one of the five stars... the SIZE is decreasing drastically........ so, better to enjoy "mithais"....)

i want to eat "aaloo ki sabzi" and "poori" now......

my taste buds are losing control..... :(

NEED OF THE MOMENT v/s THE MOMENT

I really want to go out... get some sweets for me and sweeten my mouth... but i am just too stuck to this idiotic laptop... Sometimes you just hate things cause you can't directly hate yourself... as you yourself are your first love... and first love never dies...:P

Anyways... my room is full of smoke... don't worry i din't smoke... its actually the holy smoke coming from the incense i just burnt... but then the need was to open the windows ... and the moment suggests that it can cause mosquitoes and the irritating insects to enter my "kingdom"... so a strict no.....  

The need is to download some movie in order to engage me if i feel bored at night... but the moment is not allowing me to sacrifice my bandwidth at any cost... cause i have to surf something not so important....

So this is the conflict between NEED & MOMENT... in which always the moment has upper hand and people say....

"WE  WORK ACCORDING TO OUR NEEDS"..... BULL SHIT!!!

take care....

SWYAMBHU ki kripa sabpe rahe!!!...:)

FAKIR SAYS......

ranjha ranjha kardi hun main, 

aape ranjha hoi...:)

YUN PUKARO USE KI LAGE,

YE WOH ZAROOR SUNEGA....

maala kahe hai kaath ki...tu kyun fere moe,

mann ka malka fer de,

turat mila doon toe!!!

MANN LAGO YAAR FAKIRI MEIN,

BURA BHALA SABKO SUN LIJO.

KAR GUZRAAN GARIBI MEIN!!!!...:)

mera mujhmein kuch nahi,

jo kuch hai so tera,

tera tujhko saunp de,

kya laage hai mera??

MY FAKIR HAS OVERPOWERED RASPUTIN TODAY!!!...:)

take loads of care...

SWYAMBHU ki kripa sab pe rahe!!!..:)

FAKIR RASPUTIN....19.4

I THOUGHT I CAN HAVE A CONVERSATION POSTED HERE BETWEEN MY TWO SELFS...

1. RASPUTIN

2. FAKIR 

HOPE MY READERS WILL ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I WOULD LOVE POSTING IT!!!..:)

READY...IT STARTS....I POST A QUESTION AND WOULD OBSERVE ANSWERS BY BOTH OF THEM....;)

AMIT: WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU EXPLORE?

RASPUTIN: I EXPLORE GOD AND MUSIC!!!

FAKIR: I DO THE SAME... EXPLORE GOD AND MUSIC!!!

AMIT: WHAT IS GOD FOR YOU AND WHAT DO YOU WANT HIM TO DO FOR YOU?

RASPUTIN: GOD IS SOMEONE WHO IS ABOVE ALL AND WHO HAS THE POWER TO HELP ME WHEN NO ONE AROUND CAN RENDER ME THE HELP I NEED. HE IS THERE WHEN I AM LOST AND CAN'T FIND ANY WAY TO MOVE. HE HOLDS ME WHEN NO ONE DOES THAT, LOVES ME WHEN I NEED IT! GOD IS EVERYTHING TO ME....

FAKIR(LAUGHS): FOR ME GOD IS THE ONLY ONE. I DON'T LOOK FOR HELP AROUND BECAUSE I KNOW GOD IS THERE FOR ME. I NEVER FEEL LOST CAUSE HE IS ALWAYS WITH ME SHOWING ME WAYS OUT. HE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO HOLDS ME.. ONLY THE MEANS AND PERSON CHANGES... SOMETIME HE HOLDS ME IN THE FORM OF MY MOTHER, SOMETIMES FATHER, SISTERS, FRIENDS. HE IS THE ONE WHO LOVES ME IN DIFFERENT FORMS! 

AMIT: OKAY AND WHAT ABOUT MUSIC? HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOU LISTEN TO SOME COMPOSITIONS? HOW DOES IT AFFECT YOUR MOOD?

RASPUTIN:  MUSIC IS MY LIFE. IT MAKES ME ABSORBED IN THE EMOTIONS WHICH IT CARRIES. WHEN I AM SAD, SOME SAD COMPOSITIONS HELP ME CRY OUT AND RELIEVE MYSELF AND WHEN I AM HAPPY I ENJOY WITH THE MOST HAPPENING NUMBERS!

FAKIR:    LIFE IS MUSIC FOR ME. I SING ALONG WITH ALL THE ACTIVITIES AND GENERALLY THE MUSIC DEFINES MY ACT. I GET SAD WHEN I LISTEN TO SOME SAD MUSIC AND SUDDENLY THE HAPPY SONG MAKES ME LIVELY. I DON'T CHOOSE MUSIC ACCORDING TO MY MOODS BUT MUSIC CHOOSES MY MOODS!!!..:)

AMIT:  INTERPRET THESE LINES: "maine masoom baharon mein

                               tumhe dekha hai

                               maine kurnoor sitaron mein tumhe                                    dekha hai

                               mere mehboob teri pardanasheeni ki                                  kasam

                               maine ashkon ki kataron mein tumhe                                  dekha hai"

       IN YOUR OWN WAYS!!

RASPUTIN: THE POET IS TALKING ABOUT HIS LOVE. HE SAYS THAT HE HAS SEEN HIS LOVE IN THE INNOCENCE OF THE WEATHER AND ALSO IN THE STARS. HE SWEARS ON HIS LOVE'S HIDDEN BEAUTY THAT HE EVEN SEES HER IN HIS TEARS!!!

FAKIR:  ACCORDING TO ME THE POET IS TALKING ABOUT GOD. HE SAYS HE CAN FEEL GOD EVERYWHERE IN THE AIR AROUND HIM. GOD IS HIDDEN BEAUTY FOR HIM AND HE SWEARS ON HIM THAT WHEN HE CRIES, HE CRIES BECAUSE OF HIS EXTREME LOVE TOWARDS GOD AND HE CAN EVEN FEEL THE PRESENCE OF GOD IN HIS TEARS!!!...:) 

TO BE CONTND.......

SO GUYS THESE ARE MY TWO SELFS... ALWAYS IN CONFLICT WITH EACH OTHER, THEN TOO IN PEACE WITH EACH OTHER AS THEY ALLOW ME TO TAKE MY DECISIONS... 

CAN COMMENT ON THE VIEWS THAT THEY HAVE!!! THEY ARE OPEN TO IT!!!

for now, i will take your leave....

SWYAMBHU ki kripa sabpe rahe!!!

ALOHA!!!..:)

FAKIR RASPUTIN....18.3

Whenever you separate from something or someone... it just leaves a small spot on your heart.... am i wrong?.... No, I am not!!!...:)

The above thing has nothing to do with my mood today... it is like today's punch line.... just observed somewhere around.... someone crying... and felt like sharing... who was crying?? It was Sandhya Mridul... on some reality show on television!!!... :)

Coming back to me... it was not one of the many happening days of my life... Silent, Peaceful and Lovely.... as i describe my SOLITUDE!!!.... :)

Basically spent the day alone... speaking on phone, watching some movie, reading Paulo and completing my Lessons!!!...:)

I Love This!!!...

"is it spirituality what i cry for?

  or is it the experience of this world?

   when i put these to myself... suddenly i feel my senses lost!!!"..... my thought today.... :)

would like to quote some from Amrita Pritam's poem...

" Meri aag mujhe mubarak,

Ki aaj suraj mere paas aaya,
Aur ek koyla maang kar us ne,
Apni aag sulgayi hai..."

EVERYONE TAKE CARE...:)

SWYAMBHU KI KRIPA SABPE RAHE!!!...:)

ALOHA!!!...:)