Oct 26, 2008

FAKIR RASPUTIN....19.4

I THOUGHT I CAN HAVE A CONVERSATION POSTED HERE BETWEEN MY TWO SELFS...

1. RASPUTIN
2. FAKIR 

HOPE MY READERS WILL ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I WOULD LOVE POSTING IT!!!..:)

READY...IT STARTS....I POST A QUESTION AND WOULD OBSERVE ANSWERS BY BOTH OF THEM....;)


AMIT: WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU EXPLORE?

RASPUTIN: I EXPLORE GOD AND MUSIC!!!

FAKIR: I DO THE SAME... EXPLORE GOD AND MUSIC!!!


AMIT: WHAT IS GOD FOR YOU AND WHAT DO YOU WANT HIM TO DO FOR YOU?

RASPUTIN: GOD IS SOMEONE WHO IS ABOVE ALL AND WHO HAS THE POWER TO HELP ME WHEN NO ONE AROUND CAN RENDER ME THE HELP I NEED. HE IS THERE WHEN I AM LOST AND CAN'T FIND ANY WAY TO MOVE. HE HOLDS ME WHEN NO ONE DOES THAT, LOVES ME WHEN I NEED IT! GOD IS EVERYTHING TO ME....

FAKIR(LAUGHS): FOR ME GOD IS THE ONLY ONE. I DON'T LOOK FOR HELP AROUND BECAUSE I KNOW GOD IS THERE FOR ME. I NEVER FEEL LOST CAUSE HE IS ALWAYS WITH ME SHOWING ME WAYS OUT. HE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO HOLDS ME.. ONLY THE MEANS AND PERSON CHANGES... SOMETIME HE HOLDS ME IN THE FORM OF MY MOTHER, SOMETIMES FATHER, SISTERS, FRIENDS. HE IS THE ONE WHO LOVES ME IN DIFFERENT FORMS! 




AMIT: OKAY AND WHAT ABOUT MUSIC? HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOU LISTEN TO SOME COMPOSITIONS? HOW DOES IT AFFECT YOUR MOOD?

RASPUTIN:  MUSIC IS MY LIFE. IT MAKES ME ABSORBED IN THE EMOTIONS WHICH IT CARRIES. WHEN I AM SAD, SOME SAD COMPOSITIONS HELP ME CRY OUT AND RELIEVE MYSELF AND WHEN I AM HAPPY I ENJOY WITH THE MOST HAPPENING NUMBERS!

FAKIR:    LIFE IS MUSIC FOR ME. I SING ALONG WITH ALL THE ACTIVITIES AND GENERALLY THE MUSIC DEFINES MY ACT. I GET SAD WHEN I LISTEN TO SOME SAD MUSIC AND SUDDENLY THE HAPPY SONG MAKES ME LIVELY. I DON'T CHOOSE MUSIC ACCORDING TO MY MOODS BUT MUSIC CHOOSES MY MOODS!!!..:)


AMIT:  INTERPRET THESE LINES: "maine masoom baharon mein
                               tumhe dekha hai
                               maine kurnoor sitaron mein tumhe                                    dekha hai
                               mere mehboob teri pardanasheeni ki                                  kasam
                               maine ashkon ki kataron mein tumhe                                  dekha hai"
       IN YOUR OWN WAYS!!


RASPUTIN: THE POET IS TALKING ABOUT HIS LOVE. HE SAYS THAT HE HAS SEEN HIS LOVE IN THE INNOCENCE OF THE WEATHER AND ALSO IN THE STARS. HE SWEARS ON HIS LOVE'S HIDDEN BEAUTY THAT HE EVEN SEES HER IN HIS TEARS!!!

FAKIR:  ACCORDING TO ME THE POET IS TALKING ABOUT GOD. HE SAYS HE CAN FEEL GOD EVERYWHERE IN THE AIR AROUND HIM. GOD IS HIDDEN BEAUTY FOR HIM AND HE SWEARS ON HIM THAT WHEN HE CRIES, HE CRIES BECAUSE OF HIS EXTREME LOVE TOWARDS GOD AND HE CAN EVEN FEEL THE PRESENCE OF GOD IN HIS TEARS!!!...:) 

TO BE CONTND.......


SO GUYS THESE ARE MY TWO SELFS... ALWAYS IN CONFLICT WITH EACH OTHER, THEN TOO IN PEACE WITH EACH OTHER AS THEY ALLOW ME TO TAKE MY DECISIONS... 

CAN COMMENT ON THE VIEWS THAT THEY HAVE!!! THEY ARE OPEN TO IT!!!


for now, i will take your leave....

SWYAMBHU ki kripa sabpe rahe!!!

ALOHA!!!..:)

1 comment:

anu said...

its very intresting to read about two people who are so very positive in nature and still have the conflict.
i think you should write a series on this,readers wud love it for sure.

Happy Words: A1

This was a happy transition. I named my blog "Finding Words", and the next moment I realized that I am trying to make an effo...