Feb 12, 2009


A little sick, little bank, working less than I did before, probably finding no reasons to work. I am not depressed, but not totally alive and agile as life. Something died some days back and there is no keen effort too revive the dead.
Everything seeming so fake and absurd. Can't answer the questions like "What am I doing here?" and "What should I do?" but not frustrated at all cause things like this don't matter anymore.
Trying to find HUMANS around me separating myself from the seemingly ones.
Listening again to the "ROMEO & JULIET" song by DIRE STRAITS, making one more effort to strike the happy chords in my life cause love is the thing which can do that for anyone and I am no exception.


"started with nothing,
ended with nothing,
the mid was blessing,
when at least I did have something!!!"

amit writes......rasputin suggests......fakir decides!!!...:)


Feb 10, 2009


These some days have devastated my inner soul and the only conclusion that I came to going through all the turmoils in my life was that "EDUCATION" has killed "HUMANITY" in all its forms.

I don't carry any dreams like traveling around world and earning lots of money now. I met people hugely educated and richly rich but with a heart which just beats without any rhythm. It was thoroughly surprising for me to see people running away from the help that they can render just to spend some more time to work so that they could increase their bank balance and further more the greatest excuse nowadays... "RECESSION"... It was an economic recession I think, but now I find a crisis of humanity.

The economic recession may improve but the lack of humanity can never be. EDUCATION HAS KILLED THE SOUL OF BEING A HUMAN BEING.

What will I gain joining a big multinational company?

If this is how my life will be structured then I need to get out of the dreams of working high and earning higher. Better to stay in a small village with few people around and have humanity alive so that I could provide help to anyone in need.

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