Jul 31, 2009

QUOTES FOR A LIFETIME!!!



1. I AM ALONE, I AM NOT LONELY!!


2. WHEN IT RAINS, A PART OF YOU NEEDS TO GET WET!!

3. LIFE IS SHORT & ALL THE TIME YOU GET IS LUCK!!

how true!!

COURTESY: HEAT (1995)

ps: salute to ROBERT DE NIRO & AL PACINO!!!

Jul 30, 2009

COMMENT!!

and wherever you are,
whatever you are,
in what part of tesseract you lie...
i feel your existence here...
around me...
so I too take the opportunity,
to express my love,
by saying what is needed to say,
I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!...:D


my comment to : here & now

Jul 24, 2009

.................!!!!

Waited for so long to realize this....

till then... every tree needs money to be maintained properly,
river water needs to be taken care of,
fish needs to be fished....

& that needs money...
though money can't be eaten,
everything we eat needs money!!!!

I am so sorry.... i was just in state of contradiction... so contradicted the beautiful verse:


"Only after the last tree has been cut down.
Only after the last river has been poisoned.
Only after the last fish has been caught.
Only then will you find that
money cannot be eaten".


Prophecy of the Cree Native American Tribe.

courtesy: shekhar kapur's blog.


otherwise... I love the verse above!!!!


PS: I hate Rakhi Sawant and her stinky show....

BREAK DOWN NEWS!!!...


Listen guys & gals.... Rakhi Sawant "whatever" chor ke ja rahi hai.... lolzz....

How can NDTV imagine bend down so low to show these cuts in order to invite people to watch Rakhi's "whatever"...



ps: I think this "chor ke jaane" can lead to the SEASON 2.... probably then you all will accept me to be someone like "daruwalla".... :D




HAVE YOU MADE SOME PLANS OFF LATE???




" You know when does God actually smile... what is his favorite joke???


When he hears you making plans.... cause it is he who makes plans for you!!!!"




" Oh Lord!!! My love, my lovely lord.... why did I ever get sad... felt dejected when my plans were not successful though I always knew that you were the one who decided for me!!!"



Jul 23, 2009

& the BARTEK said....


"Seven hundred years have passed and still there is something missing in my life and the small place which belongs to me is not lively....

Seven hundred years have passed and still there is no sense of companionship....

Seven hundred years have passed and no one is alive to care for me in order to make me live more.....

Seven hundred years have passed and I have seen myself climbing records for being one of the oldest trees... but that is all.... still missing the "love", the bliss to fall.....

Seven hundred years will pass again and if you ask me... I will say.... don't want to live longer to show my oldness again.... the life so blank... empty of love... is just like my branches... empty of leaves.... dead like "death" is not the real pain... alive like being "dead" is like all the hell's punishment chains....

whispered the beautiful "Bartek", the Polish oak tree.

Jul 21, 2009

MORAF'S JOURNAL 21/07/09


What should I write?... lets begin from here.... had a long discussion on the difference between "ONLY WORK" & "PARTIAL WORK + INTELLIGENT PRESENTATION" with PAPA.

As usual PAPA had lots of experiences to share.... things being dug out from past and related to our topics of discussions. A great two hours discussions.

RESULT: There should be a perfect combination of work and presentation.

In the evening had the same conversation with a perfect stranger. Yes!! A PERFECT STRANGER.... suddenly it seemed as if we have known each other for so long....

HOW DID IT START??

Started with LUCY!!! Yes, Lucy, his dog... a true LABRADOR......beautifully black and soothingly shiny... friendlier than friendly!!! I loved her....

After discussing about different dog breeds we came upon an introduction and then later had the same discussion...

RESULT: IT IS BETTER TO BE A SMART WORKER RATHER THAN A WORKER!!!...:d

to bhaiyon aaj ke liye bas itna heen.... now just go and watch RAKHI KA WHATEVER>>>>lolzzz

Jul 20, 2009

A SPECIAL COMMENT!!!... LOLZZ

PS: NOT FOR ANYONE WHO "WORSHIPS", still, "MISS" RAKHI SAWANT.


I was watching this show... "RAKHI KA... WHATEVER"... & suddenly a thought struck me....

After this there will be... :

RAKHI KA DIVORCE....

& then...

RAKHI KA .... WHATEVER... SEASON 2....

I think it is possible cause I have seen Rakhi breaking off from his X-BF and then reuniting on the same day.... ON A NATIONAL NEWS CHANNEL...

So anything possible in Rakhi's planet....

Know what... can't even attach the pious word SWYAMVAR to Rakhi's name... have always used it after SITA ji... and now RAKHI.... no.... can't be so disgraceful....

chalo... u ppl watch SEASON 1.... and I will look forward to SEASON 2... :D...

Jul 17, 2009

MORAF'S JOURNAL 17/07/09

There is comfort everywhere as it should be.... I am being blessed with good home made food and lots of care and concerns..... the things which I missed in the past six months.... but the abundance of all these and many more is making me silence struck....

I am losing the habit of thinking every second of being alive....

Excessive happiness too makes you cry and that is what I am feeling now.... I want to cry.... probably am missing someone very close to my heart.... ya!! it is you..... just hope of sharing the same with you someday when we will be together!!!!

It feels really annoying why I am not trying to make any calls to you... probably cause am scared of your blunt and dumb reactions which am facing since yesterday!!!!!!!

Anyways.... feeling a little light now... :)

At home... I feel so saintly... no wrong thoughts... nothing wrong said or done.... i am silent... slow and BLANK....

Yes... blank..... after six big months.... i am blank now.... my brain was so tired of thinking millions of things at the same time....

BLISS TO BE BLANK.... BLESSED TO BE BACK HOME..... SMILING LIKE A BABY.... :)...

MORAF'S JOURNAL 14/07/09

It is 6:20 in the morning and I am sitting alone at the Vijaywada Railway Station viewing the crowd move by me.

There is a comforting breeze flowing around me making me a little more sleepy as I wait for the train to my home scheduled at 7:30 a.m.

I still think about pass sometimes, reminding myself of the mistakes I have done till date. So many years have passed that I have actually forgotten the causes of the tumble downs in my life. Now I just think ... "WHY?".

An old lady comes near me and asks for money in the local language. I just don't pay any attention. With time, I have learned the art of "futile ignorance". Let people feel that you are "DEAF".

"DREAM BIG, INVEST SMALL", what a banner holds for people reading it. A question....... no...... two questions strike me,

- What if a person is illiterate?? He can't read the banner then he should not even dream as he is not investing cause of lack of knowledge......

- Why can't we dream big without any investment???

TODAY WE HAVE TO BUY DREAMS TOO......

The train arrived , only ten minutes late..... in the context of IST, it is highly commendable for a public serving thing/person to arrive so early!!! I was expecting at least an hour delay.

People here don't seem to be friendly. I sit alone.

14/07/09.... the evening

A guy called Sunny, seems to me like my past... he starts the conversation and while talking he makes me feel special by really acknowledging all my advices.

Suddenly the whole not so friendly environment seems to be very cool and familiar. Everyone is interested in talking to me.... We start exchanging numbers too... Probably future holds some good companionship.

I meet a guy called Rajeev at around 8:00 pm and we straightaway gel with each other.... with the same style of mockery and the "pun intended" kind of statements. His one liners are likable and there are smiles everywhere.

Its late now.... have spent most of the time talking to a fellow passenger Rahul who is doing his B.Tech from NIFT Delhi. We talk about software's and languages, discuss about projects and the future plans.....

My body is stressed out now.... need to get some sleep....

Jul 12, 2009

MORAF'S JOURNAL 12/07/09

I felt the anxiety again....
Somewhere something is troubling me... probably the failures of all the expectations...
I know it is not the right thing to link all the not so expected events with the events going to happen in future but then I was helpless....
So finally felt scared too....
(linking my H.V. marks with the upcoming results of DSP & OpAmp)

Spent the day searching for some job opportunities... the time makes me realize what people feel when they strive for a job and don't get one....

My policies force me to work... so making use of the precious present moment went to meet the head of the institute where am going to be appointed as a trainer.

Good... not bad indeed!!!

Had a talk with Prasad a few minutes ago when he actually related to me the incident where he was abused by his Boss in a very not so acceptable fashion ... this made me ask whether this was one of the policies of the corporate sectors that you have to take all the bull shits and mean while remain silent...

Was happy to hear that it was not at all like that.... his silence was his own wish and probably the moment's demand....

"jab mummy ka chehra dekha".... the statement of the day....

The guy left a nice growth job in one of the big players in industry cause he felt the fear on his mom's face... the fear of losing her only son!!!!

Bravo!!!!!

What else.... nothing much... life for me is still stuck up and probably the time will also stick for the next two days.... when I will travel to my home....

ANYWAYS.... JOURNEY HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL END.... CAUSE THE DESTINATION IS "HOME"......

WILL TRY TO PEN DOWN ALL THE EXPERIENCES OF JOURNEY ... :D


NOW IT IS GOING TO BE FUN... SUDDENLY I REALIZED.... A HELL LOT OF NEW EXPERIENCES AND NEW PEOPLE TO MEET....


moraf!!!!

APOLOGY & "THE" WISH




I NEED TO APOLOGIZE TODAY.....


for being so impulsive,
forgetting the things that you have given me,
ignoring the opportunities given to me,
negating the positives in my life,'
and above all....

CURSING YOU FOR THE PROBLEMS IN MY LIFE....

I know you will forgive me or might have forgiven me the same time but my conscience did not allow me to stay back with the wrongs uttered by me for you.

You love me lord and that is the reason why you want to protect me... and the way in which you protect may seem to be disguised at some times but then finally it comes out to be the most comfortable one ever experienced....

ONE MORE WISH....

PLEASE RENDER ME A SECOND CHANCE TO MEND EVERYTHING WRONG IN MY LIFE........

(one wish I should have made years before.... but then life starts when you want it to.... so today I start a new life with a new wish..... and the ultimate one....)

PS: see whether this wish is needed by you or not!!

Jul 3, 2009

SUGGEST A PERFECT TITLE... I AM UNABLE TO....

Hope you know dear son,

Father loved u all,

Time didn’t allow,

Else had told this,

When you were small…..


Oh my darling little kid,

See the scars now,

These were born before you,

Working in the town….


Does my tummy resemble a belly?

This used to be small,

People called me a skeleton doll,

When I worked to feed you all…..


Baby now I lie here,

Eyes still open wide,

People feel I lasted my breath,

Though till I am undergoing an emotional tide.


Before you bury your dad,

Need to have a promise from all,

The death has given me innocence,

Which birth gave you all,

So promise me my son,

You will grow my memories TALL…



The papa died and the son cried…. That was it all…..

He never heard the dead soul’s mourn,

Remained unaware of his dad’s last call…….

Jul 2, 2009

Stopping By Woods On A Snowy Evening



Whose woods these are I think I know.


His house is in the village though;


He will not see me stopping here


To watch his woods fill up with snow.


My little horse must think it queer


To stop without a farmhouse near


Between the woods and frozen lake


The darkest evening of the year.


He gives his harness bells a shake


To ask if there is some mistake.


The only other sound's the sweep


Of easy wind and downy flake.


The woods are lovely, dark and deep.


But I have promises to keep,


And miles to go before I sleep,


And miles to go before I sleep.

- Robert Frost

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