sonnet 17!!

"Who will believe my verse in time to come,
If it were filled with your most high deserts?
Though yet heaven knows it is but as a tomb
Which hides your life, and shows not half your parts.
If I could write the beauty of your eyes,
And in fresh numbers number all your graces,
The age to come would say 'This poet lies;
Such heavenly touches ne'er touched earthly faces.'
So should my papers, yellowed with their age,
Be scorned, like old men of less truth than tongue,
And your true rights be termed a poet's rage
And stretched metre of an antique song:
But were some child of yours alive that time,
You should live twice, in it, and in my rhyme."


i am not at all writing this for making people understand about my feelings....i would love is someone just peeps in this and laughs...calls me a freeko, a jackass, an ass wipe....or watever!! at least i made them laugh!!

i don`t want to forget my feelings which people i mean all of us tend to fucking forget!!
it`s not all about fighting with the thoughts and getting pissed off when you are not able to realize what they actually want you to realize...but also about knowing why these were coming...if u kind of ditched them....why?...if you accepted them...why??

anyways....we had some talk about past , future, present , mom , dad , life.....and finally we ended up at calling each other kittens....this is how we generally end!!

today`s comment..(the statement which will make my day whenever i remember it)......I WILL KEEP HANGING ON.....

confused??
it will be without knowing the things which made her speak the words....i told her..that i will let her hang on a tree with thin branches so that when she can fall i will catch her....

she was like...no no....i will keep hanging on!!!

cute cute cute!!!

some serious things were again encountered......which i think we will encounter always.....though i don`t want to....

today told her some feelings which i had for her.....

nyways late and she has asked me to have food...so i should have something!!!