Sep 22, 2011

Some Lines.....


Some lines drawn on the sheet,
Some lines drawn in vain,
Some lines with shades of dark,
And some erased somewhere during the path.
Some lines reluctant to express,
Some with a start till end.
Some having the truths to unfold,
Some with secrets hidden deep below their mold.
And then too all have a certain story to tell,
And a smile to share,
And some tears to shed.
Some lines drawn on the sheet,
They rise, rise where all of them meet.

Sep 8, 2011

GREED (2/7)


Continued from: WRATH (1/7)

The desire when ends, ends you in and out and when it grows beyond the proximity of imagination, it demands for a transformation; a transformation from being good to being bad.
I had tried to acquire the greed to be successful than everyone around, to own more than anyone can ever; but it has never stretched in me for more than a day. The reason why I kill it before it can kill me, is the soul which I want to prevent. My soul is not acquired, it is my gift and it will be the last thing which will transmute. 



ONE FINE DAY, I HAD THIS CONVERSATION WITH THE GREED:

Greed: See all want to be happy and merry, but you should be happier than them.
Av: There will be still a lot who will be happier than me, where will all this end?

Greed: Come on! Boy, life is all about competition and stepping over each other.
Av: If I belong to the race, I will also be stepped over some day.

Greed: How about being the best, the chosen one among all?
Av: The chosen one was he who taught to stand together with all.

Greed: Don’t you want to prove something to this world?
Av: Will the world be happy if I prove something to it, or will it be greedy to prove things more than me?

Greed: So, you want to remain reckless through life; staying away from the competition makes a horse go wild.
Av: A wild horse rather than a tamed one, a wish that I wish for rather than a replicated one, and a soul as free as it was once, better way to live rather than the greedy one.

And he disappeared, with a smile on his face and eyes full of tears.
I knew that this is what he wants; he wants me to stay away from him.

Aug 7, 2011

& I Get Crossed Again





Was it a cry that they cared for, or was it just a lonely devil inside,
Was it a breath that they looked for, or was it just the smell of blood far aside?
The dwelling peace and the rained mud,
The whispers in the silence that all dreamt for,
Music in the breeze when the days were not so calm,
The gifts for who never belonged and a shoulder for them, who had no one to return,
The promises in short which I made, some fulfilled some still remain,
The heart achieved through constant concern,
The heart which feels for everyone,
The heart which made me crossed then,
Seems to have crossed me again.
I got holes in my body, to make them free from the pains,
And now when I reside in them,
I see them pierced every now and then.


Was it a fool’s decision that I made once again,
Am I made to suffer the hurting till the end?
I got crossed to reside in you, to see myself resurrected with you again,
To see my life in you begin,
But what happened before happened again,
A devil’s cry is taken care of again,
And now I get crossed,
I get crossed again.


 A petite attempt to summarize the pains,
 Of The ONE who got crossed,
 And is still getting crossed for us again and again........................

Jul 15, 2011

Random @ Avsar

1.    Q.    What was there in Rang De Basanti that was not in Delhi 6?
       A.    One talked about Bhagat Singh and it will always be relished if we involve something of past. And the second talked about PRESENT...and we are not ready to accept that we can ever be wrong at any point.

2.   Since the times of Jaliyawala Baag,  we have always believed on wrong numbers by government. That day it was 389...and day before yesterday, 13/07/2011, it was 21.

3.   You are like every other guy till you have a GIRLFRIEND.

4.   Girls are the most beautiful when they look at you with LOVE in their eyes, and you don't know that they are looking at you. They are angles whose love can never be seen in its true form.

5.  Things do not change with time.... They get wonderful!!!

6.  People bathe us after we are born, and they do the same after we die.

7.  I miss my friends a lot!

8.  How can we resist pain? Is it some kind of passion which makes us do that?

9.  A small noise can be as good as a loud one, if you have the right intentions behind it.

10. Friends and Family.

Jun 7, 2011

TWO TAKES


The molted metal and the burning water,
The rusted iron and the frozen air,
The blinded daylight and the deafened music,
The dryness of rainfall, and the greenery of autumn,
The emptiness of the occupied, and the rejection of getting accepted,
The twist in the straight and the best in that, which was bad,
The insane sanity and the lonely togetherness,
The wasted  applied, and the fertile with flavors of sterile,
The sad happiness and the plenteous lean.
The two takes of life and eternity.


May 9, 2011

WRATH ( 1/7)


"The day I break my silence and wipe the smiles off my face, world will become unbearable for most of you around me as then you will see me closer to first of my sins: WRATH"

And when I shout this (today inside), I mean every inch of my statement and will wait for the day, you all force me to become a volcano with a massive vent.

I never asked for a mockery as I never mocked anyone,
I never asked for a favor as I don't believe in one,
I never asked for an advice as I forbid myself from advising anyone.

Am I cruel?
No! The people are.
They consider themselves capable of something which can be achieved or probably already achieved by everyone, half their potential.

Would like to name a few who continuously piss me off and who want me to react, but that won't help. Let them realize this themselves.

This is an advice; Do not confuse my smile and silence with my inefficiency to understand things because when I speak, I know things won't remain so fascinating.


ADIOS!!!

Apr 1, 2011

GHOSTS of POSTS PAST...

Some MEMORABLE POSTS which are lost under the POST INDEXES......

1. My genuine effort to segregate PRESENT from PAST & FUTURE

2. A Fictional Experience

3. Rest in PIECE

Difficult for me to make a note of all those forgotten pasts; as mentioned in  Rest in PIECE...

I don`t want to be a part of history cause it has the credit to forget the greater ones and remembering the timid ones!!!

Continuation...

continued from  setting sun!!


Rusted, smoothened, philosophical acquaintance, superstitions,
The tarots, the parrots, the future in cards....
Everything comes to zero,
When a mind plays games....
Games to be lost…

Sickening, fluctuating, dismaying, burnt,
The medicines, the care, the hands of God…
Everything seems to be over,
When you lose the cover.. 
The cover of your own…..

Then we sit,
Sit to relax and with a wish to return,
And all the scenes, breathes, sounds and touches,
Seem to be lost…
Lost, never to return….

to be continued....

Mar 22, 2011

Contribute to Indrowines

AS I plan for a NOT SO ME LIVE POST on INDROWINES, I have many thoughts rushing through my mind as to how to tackle the whole thing.
My last such kind of post on TANTRA & SADHUS, did have a large number of views but this one being a stereotypical will not reach to many.
And as such, the whole idea behind it is so big for me that the topic can not even achieve 1/10th of my expectations.

If you read my blog often or even if you are a first time visitor please do go through these:
  1. Another One Bites The Dust
  2. The Curtain Raiser 
Get some idea about my idea (though I don't use an idea..lol!) and if you can, contribute. :)

Mar 19, 2011

What's There In The Name?

Yes,
Said by "Chacha" Shakespeare and imitated by all! :)
Got this official mail a few days back and cannot disclose the content because of the fear of getting enclosed in a dungeon; used the saying with perfect intelligence and then too a little negligence.

A few years back Bollywood was hit by a massively overacted comedy flick named One Two Three. I feel embarrassed and yet proud to say that I bought the ticket for it. And still see some parts when life gets too sensible. :) There too the so called sootradhaar aka narrator, didn't miss an opportunity to prove Shakespeare wrong.

So I sat down, of! course ideally on a Saturday afternoon thinking about how could Shakespeare leave a pothole open for him to be proved wrong.

As he said What is there in the name  and as people took it on face value that everything is about the name.  I am forced to sprinkle some of my thoughts on them who mistook the saying and some who can mistake it in near or later future:

With a recent example: Three guys working on the same project share the same name but known for different intricacies involved. So What's there in the name??

An old one: If Mahatama was named as Bhagat by his parents and the vice versa from the side of Bhagat's parents, we would have seen Bollywood fighting over a project named MAHATAMA rather than BHAGAT.

So guys,  what is there in the name?

A little Global and Natural approach to prove my point: If Tsunami was named Volcanic Eruption, would Tsunami arise from a Volcano's vent?

Shakespeare was correct as always!

There is nothing in the name. Everything is about you nature, image and character. Build it strong, and the NAME is built up.

ps: started working on a new blog: INDROWINES. The link can be found on the right hand side of Life's Lovely Cradle. Would be happy to have readers review my posts there! :)

Mar 3, 2011

& Hence I write, I write again!!!

I thought to get doomed,
& Hence I started to Write.

I thought to forget the world that felt sorry,
& To give my rage a vent I continued to Pen.

As the time went by never to return,
It gave me a paper and asked me to run,
I ran overlooking the hurdles with the paper in my hand, 
& the time driving me far,as far as it can.

The last stop was the peak,
& There I sat to think all that I gained,
& Hence I write, I write again.

Nov 29, 2010

ZIG-ZIAG



The slight whisper,

The heavenly twister,

And the smart punctuations of life;


The halts which I made,

The falls which I take,

Will resemble the mode of my cries;


He laughs and so do I,

We both tend to rejoice,

What I know is known by him,

And of! Course, nothing did he hide!



Oct 28, 2010

THE BOY GIRL STORY






Once upon a time a little male and female human met. They shared their toys and broke one from the other’s basket. There was a heart loud cry and an everlasting enmity then done. The boy wanted revenge and so did the girl.


And hence the story of vengeance with a motive to settle the score had begun.



They grew little older and so did their thoughts. Learning the lessons of forgiveness brought them closer. Vision was same and so was the reception. Butterflies were beautiful to chase and the birds did compose music.

They sat throughout the day listening to the birds and watching the multicolored butterflies.

And hence started the story of companionship, banal but unique like none.


The butterflies became balloons and the birds were now the cartoons, but still the two were together watching the setting sun. Friendship was maturing and so were there fights. Now there were no broken toys anymore, rather some broken lies. No baskets to be owned but the ownership of each other’s choice.

And hence that grew between them which are forbidden, that takes away the fun and increases many more potholes to be done.


Then one day, he gave her a rose. She was happy like never as he bowed. The ring stapled them together and stamped responsibilities of each other. Once who fought for toys became the toy’s protectors.

It did some more, it made them reside in a single abode and made them fight and live with grievances which they never had before.

And hence the story that started with a joint cry ended with ‘together but alone.’

Ps: Hope people get the meaning!! :D

Sep 25, 2010

WHAT ARE WE FIGHTING FOR? (My brief take on communal riots in India)




Q. Why am I at all wasting my words writing the things which are already known and never understood?

A. A statement which my brother in law made when we were talking about the deferred statement of high court on the Ram Janmbhoomi episode forced me to rethink about what our country has gone through till now and what are the probabilities of more of such occurrences.

He said, “Do you know what is holding India till now? It is nothing else than earth’s gravity. Who knows, the political parties will start a matrix fight once we lose it too. They will fly and kill.

This was not only funny but a trenchant and rotten truth. It made a man like me think about what our country has gone through in the past 60 years of its independence. I will emphasize on me because I have been least concerned about these things ever in my life as most of us are. We go through the headlines and watch them in the news, talk about them and then sit back to enjoy our pizza.

Writing about this is going to be the greatest challenge but I hope to pen down my feelings as well as I can.


INDIA: THE COUNTRY OF RAM, SHIVA, JESUS & ALLAH


I hope no one is expecting me to provide a geographical location of India or the count of population. One can easily find it somewhere in the Wikipedia.

India was invaded or not, that is not an issue right now. What we should know is that it has been the abode of all the religions and communities for more than two hundred years now (probably more than that, I am not so good with history).

All the religions have found a resting and peaceful place in here. It has helped everyone to grow on own. And we did understand this before much before the day of our independence from the British crown.

A small game was played at that time. A game which was referred as divide and rule and the citizens of this holy land did nothing except dropping their thinking caps which were crushed by the politicians of that era and are yet being squelched by the men of same dishonorable clan.

1947 resulted in an INDEPENDENT INDIA and a DIVIDED INDIA.

1947 caused a DEAD EMOTIONLESS INDIA.

1947 saw more than 10,000 humans of both the communities (obviously Hindu and Muslim) dead and more than 25000 injured.

What an independence was that,

Drenched with blood and dressed with flesh

What an independence was that!

I was going through a report on featuring communal riots in India and the ones which I am going to relate now are kind of funny in their own satirical way.

In the year 1961, Jabalpur saw uproar of hindu-muslim grievances. The cause was a Hindu girl who ran away with her Muslim lover who happened to be the son of local bidi businessman.

The second was in Assam, 1968, when a fight broke between the two communities just because a Hindu boy was seen chasing a cow which belonged to a Muslim. The simple act of getting rid of the animal which had accidently intruded his land cause a death of nearly 100 people belonging to both the communities.

What can anyone feel by considering the above two situations out of the many; that we want to fight and kill each other.

A match stick needs a strike to burn and Indians need a reason (however silly it may be) to kill each other.

I am deliberately ignoring the wonderful acts of miseries and murders that happened in October 1984 (anti-Shikh riot), the Ramjanmbhoomi-masjid controversy (1989 till date) and February 2002 (Godhra-kand) because they need not be talked about any more. They have always been in news and reports are yet being submitted by various government organization.

60 years of independence and more than 60 riots, this is how we have shaped our independent India.

When British withdrew their guns, we pointed one on each other.

That is how independent we are.

“WHAT A SUICIDAL INDEPENDENCE!”

THE COUNTRY: NOW

I know a few people and you might be knowing some too who take pride on hating their fellow human beings just because they are Hindu or Muslim.

This minority is easily molded to murder and also to get murdered.

A rotten apple spoils the lot.

The rulers of our country utter some meaningless speeches and the rotten apples adhere to whatever they say without giving them a second thought.

Then starts the rage banked with some brainless and emotionless thoughts causing all to happen.

The only thing which comes to an end is a rational brain of creative thoughts.

If you are a victim, you try to form a vendetta and if you victimized others, you rot for more of such blood which you shed before.

And the massacre continues.

We burn with hate and forget a fact that hell is a place to burn and devil is someone who burns.

India lost the beauty of Kashmir to this hatred and we are on to lose many Kashmirs because of it still residing in us.

We can never change the politicians as they are born with it, born to lead us in a haywire way so that we can never be enough motivated to select our leaders properly.

So let them do their work, let them speak ugly and do the ugliest things.

INDIA does not need a few political lots to control its integrity.

I would request everyone to go through our history once and try to state one rational decision we ever made before starting a fight.

We do not need the hatred and anger to survive! If you cannot love everyone, stop hating them too.

A reason, how big it is, can never be bigger than a person’s life and here we are talking about INDIA, the country which is the home of more than 1.2 billion people living together despite of the difference in their religion and languages.



“ram, allah, yeshu, gurunanak, sabhi aise shabd hain jinko bol kar sukoon milta hai”


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