I TOLD TO MYSELF," SEE, THIS IS WHAT I WANT!!!"

&

I RECEIVED IT. :)

LIKE... IMITATE....INABILITY

I like a few things around but just can't imitate them. U know that is the chief problem when it comes to people like me. We are so concerned about ourselves that we can try but can't learn the things in their soul eternity. We wish.... and the wish list goes on increasing till we just stop adding more to it and sometimes till we die.

Again a depressive talk... NO!! it is not. It is a realization and it is never late to stop in life for some seconds... stop breathing and feel yourself....

"why am I like this???"

Yes, pose this question in front of you.. it will hurt for some time and then you will find yourself in the greatest realm of reality... the wonderful moment where there is a SECRET RISE within you....

So as a band aid to the things which I needed to learn and I didn't; I write this post... some one will get benefited cause EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON... :)


(& I was talking about things which can be taken... never about copying the persona as a whole... )

IT REALLY HURTS!!

It really is very hurting when you love to do something and there is a severe drought in that part of the brain/heart which supports you to do the particular thing.

In my case, thing which makes me free is "writing" and since past four to five months or even more than that I am not in sync with the words and the chains of thoughts which help me pen down.

Is it loss of feelings, thoughts or is it just lack of time I devote to it?

Reasons can be many but the effect is one: IT HURTS ME.

Fakir returns ;)

Change the things now for better.
Fight the adversities.
Try to win.
Now or never!!! lolzz
What is this??
What kind of attitude is this??
Why can't we just accept things as how they are??

As Neal Donald Walsch mentions in his book "HAPPIER THAN GOD", be grateful for everything that you have. Try to cherish your failures.

You will get millions who celebrate their success, be different, make your failures Festive!!! :)


fakir (returns ;)

This is the story of me when I was a kid,
Story of my heart, which wanted to fly,
Fly like small jet birds along the multicolored sky,
Something inside wanted to befriend others creating a pattern,
And a brave heart with some true colors meant to scatter,
A resting branch of a lonely tree,
From where the view was a little dim and bright mostly.

This is the story of me when I was a kid,
When my dreams vibrated along with my imaginations,
And standing on the ground I used to fly...

FLY LIKE SMALL JET BIRDS ALONG THE MULTICOLORED SKY.

PISSED OFF

I MET FEW HERE THAT HAVE THE SUCKED OFF HABIT OF SHITTING (i.e. talking) BEHIND PEOPLE'S BACKS. SUCH CYNICAL A.H. ARE NOT AWARE OF SOMETHING THAT THEY ARE BOUND TO REMAIN AT THE BACK THROUGHOUT THEIR LIFE.

GUTLESS D.HEADS.


reasputin

A WASTEFUL :P DAY...

I woke up and had a bath, left for the office, arrived at the office and sat down... surfed the net.... went out for sometime.... came back....sat again.... had a chat with my friends and colleagues...had food and then went out....again came back and am still surfing the net...

SOMEONE SAID "IDLE MIND IS DEVIL'S HOME"... I think it is "WORLD WIDE WEB'S DOMAIN". LOLZZZ

SCAR FACE

Impulsive changes I supposed,

Were the weakening of the thoughts,

My face bore some scars,

With an abrupt chaotic heart.

There was a scream to call for my worth,

And a dream to be the world,

Met a few who laughed,

And even some who did care,

Walked the lane destined for me,

That ended up here.

It was a place alike,

Which did feature in my dreams,

But the blue image was unforeseen,

As it bore some scars I have never seen .

MISSING MY BABY KITTEN!!

I am missing my cat. It is 3 days and I haven't seen her. My work takes me away from her but the days we are together are the ones I wait for the entire week. Where is she now? I don't know but hope she comes back soon. Need to hug her and kiss her.

I love you Taaraa.

;)

I LOSE,
I LOSE,
I LOSE,
AND THEN I GET UP,
AGAIN TO LOSE.... ;)

THOUGHT!!!!

Is it some kind of fun or distress? The life is so misshaped and the pattern it follows is too debatable. Ponder into the matters and you will get scrutinized to such an extent that the life will never seem fructuous any more.

The fear lurks and we remain unconscious till it attacks.

DECAYING OF LOVE... SAVE IT!!!

It is not about how you want your love to shape your future but about how you can shape your love's future. In the long run we tend to forget the promises which we made to each other and more that that the ones we made to ourselves before falling in love.

As the day passes and few seasons change, the selfish nature which has been haunting man kind since its generation overtakes. Anything grows with time but love starts decaying. It is not that we no more love but we suddenly seem to hiding the most wonderful feeling in the closet we have made inside our heart.

The soul cause for all the broken relations which can never be reformed as once broken a knot appears and the knot always behaves as an obstacle, the one which can never be avoided.

So don't let the love decay... let it grow... let your promises be alive in you loved ones and then when the promises will reflect as tears of happiness, life will be more comfortable and worth living.

STOPPING BY WOODS ON A SNOWY EVENING!!

Whose woods these are I think I know.

His house is in the village though;

He will not see me stopping here

To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer

To stop without a farmhouse near

Between the woods and frozen lake

The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake

To ask if there is some mistake.

The only other sound's the sweep

Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep.

But I have promises to keep,

And miles to go before I sleep,

And miles to go before I sleep.

- Robert Frost

QA

question: HOW DO YOU WANT TO LIVE in a WORD????



answer: WEALTHY



(if u read... try to give an answer..... it was the question asked to AL PACINO in the movie CHINESE COFFEE..... his answer was "SPACE")

Once Again

Let me take a leap to the farthest of the stars,
Where no one can find me,
But I could find them all.....

Many a times I have thought to run away,
Run away from the fall,
But the vibration comes again,
And I find the sky, up and tall.....

Will it be right to stop the climb,
And start digging the earth,
If the heights are not what I was made for,
Let me have the greatest fall....

Let me fall down,
Where there is nothing so divine,
Where I could lye with things like me,
Breathing but no life at all.....

(depressed again)

:(

Tell me how to sustain the pressures,
I am bound by the webs,
The self created ones.

Need a force to cut it open.
To free me,
To release me.

Fallen and pierced,
No blood to bleed,
No screams to hear.

If you see me,
Just pick me up,
Let me live,
Need to see once the beauty of the world!!!


(depressed!!!!)

MORAF'S JOURNAL... 03/08/2009

Things can be straightened if they want to but what if something up above the sky or someone right in the heavens controlling you wants your life to be a bit more entangled and derailed.

I am happy sometimes and get confused most of the times. Do not ask me for reasons cause I have none.

There is a need for the circle to get completed as soon as possible so that some miseries end. No negatives involved here, just a little tired with all the fights, the battle of life and the war between what is good and what is not.

IT IS DEFINITELY VERY HARD TO BE A HUMAN!!!

rhyme!!! :O

sing little, oh! pretty bird,
let me first wash off this mud,
ask the peacock to wait for the rains,
dance when there are plenty of grains,
and oh! my dear black cloud having a small domain,
don't give my plants any strain....

and when they grow green,
the old will behave like a teen,
all will have a smile,
as the empty land will be full of food piles......

& thus I rhyme ... hearing the chyme..... don't laugh at it... if you don't like it... just BEAT IT!!....lolzzzz!!!

BREATHE THE DEATH!!!

dreams break,
aims change,
goals vary,
life remains.....

what you see,
sometimes you feel,
things heard,
may not be true,
sense then too remains......

thoughts can be minor,
beats can go low,
moves still remain.....


never feel lifeless cause there are things in you which will never die even when you are declared dead!!!!

Hope the answer works!!!

And then I asked myself the same question which Hamlet once asked:

"To be or not to be"

& someone replied: Be there to feel not to be felt!!!

"Whether it is nobler in the mind to suffer

The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,

Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,

And by opposing end them. To die: to sleep;"

& the same someone said: nobler will be to accept the miseries of present and shape the future so that it does not carry any weapons against you.

something inside me stopped myself to go any further with Hamlet's question and to listen to whatever that "strange someone" had to say.....

"don't ask questions to life cause it can't be tamed,
it doesn't care for the numerous reasons it is blamed,
sooner or later you will have your opportunities to claim,
when life will seem to be more sane!!"