Nov 17, 2007

RASPUTIN....12...:)

Down health wise....
watching a lot of television doing nothing....
continuous headache.....
block of thoughts....
not breathing as i used to....
smoking more than what i used to....
talking less to people around....
not getting sleep comfortably...
no hunger...

I am fucked in all the ways....and i don`t think that anyone is responsible for it....a passing face....where you feel silent...have nothing to do.....just want to view the scenario around doing nothing.....remembering your god...and asking him to get you out of the situation which is so worthless!!!

As i referred some lines from Paulo Coelho`s book "Manual Of The Warriors Of Light".."don`t try to find happiness , despite try to find out some river or places undiscovered".........but sometimes life lies so still....no air around....then you just tend to sit on a place thinking that in this world this is the place god has decided for you .....

Today it was not a day to continue the "Rasputin" series.....but i did.....and so here i am without any more words left!!!!

ALOHA...

2 comments:

mansi said...

i can so relate with this phase of existence..a sister phase to urs..marked with inactivity wen actually there is a burst of energy happening inside me every day.. :|

avsar said...

@ mansi

I totally agree buds!!
I don`t know for how long but still stinking cause of this!!....

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